you know that moment when you’re hit with this unforeseeable and unknown reason… well that moment is now.
My head spins and stops and spins and stops. The cycle never ends. I’m hurt by those judging me. Im tired of it. In a world full of people, I can’t find myself. I’m running marathons in my head, trying to reach the end, but I continue to fall over pebbles. It gets harder to stand up, especially when the end is out of sight. I’m tired. My body is tired. My mind is exhausted. My soul wants to move on already… But I can’t. Im stuck in this cycle of incessant pain and heartache. Can’t I be taken away already.
Is there a reason why I’m hurting so much and I can’t explain it, understand it, or most importantly… stop it.
i want to go back to counseling, but i don’t think it’s doing much good… it seems that i’m just pushing away my problems once again.
i say i hate people, but deep down, i know it’s not true. maybe it’s just that i don’t want to be attached… or perhaps it’s because i don’t know how to trust in others. i trust that they will disappointment me, but isn’t that one of the worst traits to have? i don’t know… year after year of continual disappointment starts to taint the soul. i’ve grown weary and tired of human interaction. i’m sorry. i just can’t be that person anymore.
RGB by Carnovsky.
RGB is a work about the exploration of the “surface’s deepness”.
RGB designs create surfaces that mutate and interact with different chromatic stimulus.
RGB’s technique consists in the overlapping of three different images, each one in a primary color. The resulting images from this three level’s superimposition are unexpected and disorienting.
The colors mix up, the lines and shapes entwine becoming oneiric and not completely clear. Through a colored filter (a light or a transparent material) it is possible to see clearly the layers in which the image is composed.
The filter’s colors are red, green and blue, each one of them serves to reveal
one of the three levels.
In each image three layers live together, three worlds that could belong to a specific animal kingdom or to an anatomical part, but at the same time connect to a different psychological or emotional status that passes from the clear to the hidden, from the light to the darkness, from the awakeness to the dream in something that could be a sort of exploration of the surface’s deepness.